summer 2006... probably one of the last summer as a full time student in my life.. and its bombarded with work and all these random stuff.  i been driving up to san jose n back down to LA a lot lately, by myself of course...  every drive, i have these random thoughts, like what i am gonna do in the future and whatnots.  all of the sudden i thought of this one time in arcadia mall when i was at food court having a cup of coffee.  i saw a little kid with his grandparents, he had a smoothie and wanted to eat the cookie or something.. and his grandparents had like a "give me a break" look, but eventually they gave in.

what i thoguht of then was that they might not be the wealthiest family, but you shoudl've seen the look that grandpa had when his lil grandson was chewing away.  i swear, seeing his grandkid so happy made him awesome.  and then the old couple looked at each other n smiled.. ionno how to explain it, but their look, was touchingg.  the way they were looking at their grandson, really touched me.  and then the vibe i felt between them, was... great.  i can't imagine how much they love that kidd.  i wonder, when i will ever be able to look at someone like that, family perhaps, but to others, that sincere look.. makes me feel, depressed i suppose.

anyway, i've interacted with more ppl lately... and i feel like i been exposed to real world or something... a lot of times, i really feel that like inferior and like.. useless or something... like dude, i dont really know anything to do anything, its a crappy feeling man.

Thursday June 2nd 2005, 6pm....
Pwned vs Ultimate.  C league semi final, final score, 27-24.  It was a tough game, they were all over 6ft, a team of giants.  Tru excitments... after the game every piled up on me cuz i was on the floor all tired.

me before i got destroyed.  no pix with everyone on top of me... but it was crazy heavy.
This is the team after the win.


The loyal fans, thanks so much this quarter.



Thursday June 2nd 2005, 8:45pm....
Pwned vs Rounders.  C league championship.  we lost by 2, 34-36.  but this is what happened.  34-32 our lead, the guy i was guarding got the ball, and i fouled him from behind.  He made 2 freethrows and tied the game at 34.  With about 15 seconds or so left, i was inbounding the ball, and i threw it away... omg wtf was i doing?  so then they inbound it to the guy i was guarding... he made a turn around fadaway.. 36-34, ball game.  That guy totally destroyed me alll game, i was watching over the game film n he totally finished me off.. im so sorry team, sorry fans.  i think i lost the game for ya'll.  ahhhh damn it, so close too, 20 seconds of game time away from champs.

Friday June 3rd 2005, 7pm....  Sorrority house
I went to the omega lil sis formal... i have no idea why i am there, totally outta place, dont konw what i was thinking agreeing to go.  but here are some pix from it.
Group picture, our own lil circle...


presenting pimptress alice.

So it was freakish boring... so we found a pool table in the sorrority house and started to ball it up.  Here I am shooting it.

That was a miss.. so i went off a got and better weapon.  A broom, chalking up that baby.

we play that hockey game with broom sometimes, why not pool?!  Shot's good!

One more.

Fun is over, time for dinner, this is our table, #6

and, finally, dr. dre, congrats.

thats all, the formal was ionno.. there was no dance, dont think i would've stayed for dance anyway.. but yes.  time to study cuz i dont want to flunk out.

7th week, i am tired.. like usual.

i started going to GOC... only friday night tho.  its pretty cool and hopefully i'll learn stuff.  i started talking to my best friend from 7th grade, he found me on facebook, tight huh?  other than that... nothing had been happening until like.. last week i guess.  i been trying to stay outta trouble, not play ball so i wont get hurt, basically just staying safe.

but my lil peaceful world just got disturbed, and got hit hard.  2 events happened, now i donno what to do.  sux that i cant be helped.  anyway, this quarter i wont mess up, i cant.  cant let these drama break me again.

Anyway, some pix and update for past few weeks.  first off, jerry visited couple weeks back
3 of us, friends since 6th grade, they are my first friends i made in america.  love the expressions.

then it was my bday may 6th weekend, went out to eat n movie with friends, it was fun, thanks guys.  here are some pix for that.

shot number 1, w/ my best friend from 6th grade, i've known joey since 6th grade guys.

shot 2, me n dan go way back in elementary school too.

shot 3, with mike the unfortunate drinking game player.

shot 4 with brian

shot 5 w/ irene, thanks for jello shot, shez gangster.

shot 6 w/ debbie, do i look happier each pix?  yah alcohol starting to kick in

# 7 with sandra

#8 with christine

# 9 with stephanie

thanks everybody, it was a fun big 2-0

i think i m the most messed up...

told you so....

call me jordan.  or mario

here are some pix from dormal this past weekend, it was pretty fun too!

outside of olive garden w/ all the guys b4 dinner... i think we missing nat n duck

the ladies.. w/o anna and yiwen i think.

pwned bball players.  yearbook style, TOP: leimen, georges, david, me  BOTTOM:  ken curtis tao

puhahahahahahahahhahaha!

priceless expressions... look in the backgroudn too  -___-''

me n jennifer

big group pix after the dance. 

it was a fun night, look at duck's face, say it all.

my first post with picture.  hopefully it was... fun.